Nga jeta
\ne shenjtit martir
\ndhe apostullit
\nt\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,
\nsh\u00ebn Kozma Etolosit
\n(Si\u00e7 na e p\u00ebrshkruan sh\u00ebn Nikodhimi
\nn\u00eb Martirologun e ri t\u00eb tij)
\n\u201cSi nj\u00eb yll u shfaqe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb, o Kozma,
\ndhe bot\u00ebs, me fjal’ e me gjak, i dhe drit\u00eb\u201d
\nAi, q\u00ebishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb njeri i Zotit, m\u00ebsue-
\nsi dhe p\u00ebrhap\u00ebsi i Ungjillit t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb, Kozmai,
\nrridhte nga nj\u00eb fshat 1 vog\u00ebl i Etolis\u00e9 q\u00eb quhej
\nMega Dhendro. Ishte bir prind\u00ebrish q\u00eb e d\u00ebgjonin
\nfjal\u00ebn e Zotit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt e m\u00ebkuan dhe e edukuan
\n\u201cme m\u00ebsimet dhe k\u00ebshillat e t\u00eb Plotfuqishmit\u201d,
\nsi\u00e7 shkruan apostulli. Kurishte nj\u00ebzet vje\u00e7, ndo-
\nshta dhe pak m\u00eb irritur, filloi t\u00eb merrte m\u00ebsimet
\ne para nga hierodhjakoni Anania Dervisani. Por
\nmeq\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb u hap n\u00eb Malin e Shenjt\u00eb
\nshkolla e Vatopedit, q\u00eb b\u00ebri shpejt em\u00ebr, ai shkoi
\naty me shum\u00eb moshatar\u00eb t\u00eb tij… Por, nd\u00ebrsa
\nb\u00ebnte pjes\u00eb n\u00eb klas\u00ebn e laik\u00ebve, dukej i stolisur
\nme thjesht\u00ebsin\u00eb e klas\u00ebs s\u00eb murgjve dhe p\u00ebrpiqej
\ne ushtrohej vet\u00eb p\u00ebr t’ u b\u00ebr\u00eb 1 denj\u00eb 1 k\u00ebsaj klase.
\nKur ajo shkoll\u00eb e famshme u shkretua p\u00ebrs\u00ebri
\npas ikjes s\u00eb m\u00ebsuesve dhe u katandis n\u00eb gjen-
\ndjen e m\u00ebparshme, at\u00ebher\u00eb dhe i ndritun Kosta
\nu largua prej aty n\u00eb Manastirin e Shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb Filo-
\ntheut, ku veshi shpejt rrob\u00ebn e murgut dhe i hyri
\nme shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb mundimeve t\u00eb jet\u00ebs murg\u00eb-
\nrore. Pas k\u00ebsaj, meqen\u00ebse manastiri kishte ne-
\nvoj\u00eb p\u00ebr prift, i nxitur e i lutur nga et\u00ebrit u dor\u00ebzua
\nhieromonak. Qysh kur ishte laik, ai digjej nga
\nd\u00ebshira t\u00eb ndihmonte v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e krishter\u00eb me
\nditurit\u00eb e tij. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb thoshte se v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit
\ntan\u00eb t\u00eb krishter\u00eb kan\u00eb shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00ebn
\ne Zotit dhe se ata q\u00eb fitojn\u00eb dije, kan\u00eb p\u00ebr detyr\u00eb
\nt\u00eb mos vrapojn\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e arkond\u00e9ve dhe
\nn\u00eb oborret e t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjve, ku i b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb pavlef-
\nshme diturit\u00eb e tyre me mendimin t\u00eb fitojn\u00eb pa-
\nsuri dhe ofiqe, por duhet, sidomos, t\u00eb m\u00ebsojn\u00eb
\nnjer\u00ebzit e thjesht\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt jetojn\u00eb n\u00eb padituri dhe
\nmunges\u00eb t\u00eb madhe qytetarie.
\nMegjith\u00ebse kishte nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb aq t\u00eb madhe e
\nnj\u00eb zell i fuqish\u00ebm digjte shpirtin e tij t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb
\np\u00ebr t\u00eb ndihmuar t\u00eb shumt\u00ebt, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk guxoi t\u00eb
\nnd\u00ebrmerrte vet\u00eb ai misionin apostolik, pa kup-
\ntuar m\u00eb par\u00eb vullnetin e Zotit. Ai, njeni 1 thjesht\u00eb
\nei virtytsh\u00ebm, e mendonte sa gj\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb dhe
\ne madhe ishte t\u00eb b\u00ebheshe p\u00ebrhap\u00ebs 1 fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb
\nTij. K\u00ebshtu, duke dashur t\u00eb sakt\u00ebsonte ishte a
\ns’ishte kjo gj\u00eb n\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e Zotit, hapi Shkrimin
\ne Shenjt\u00eb dhe – \u00e7far\u00eb \u00e7udiel – u ndodh p\u00ebrpara
\nnoe
\nshprehjes s\u00eb apostullit q\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cLe t\u00eb mos p\u00e9r-
\npiqemi vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr interesin ton\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebr
\ninteresin e v\u00ebllait ton\u00eb …\u201d.
\nPasi mori vesh, pra, k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nga fjala e Zotit
\ndhe pasi ua shfaqi q\u00ebllimin e vet edhe et\u00ebrve t\u00eb
\ntjer\u00eb kishtar\u00eb, duke marr\u00eb dhe p\u00eblqimin e tyre,
\nshkoi n\u00eb Konstandinopoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u takuar me t\u00eb
\nv\u00ebllan\u00eb, dhaskalin Krisanth. Ai 1 m\u00ebsoi edhe disa
\ngj\u00ebra prej artit t\u00eb goj\u00ebtaris\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kishte dhe nj\u00eb-
\nfar\u00eb metode n\u00eb fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb do t\u00eb mbante. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin
\nmendim ua shfaqi dhe prift\u00ebrinjve e dhaskal\u00eb-
\nve t\u00eb atysh\u00ebm, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt e nxit\u00ebn n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vep\u00ebr t\u00eb
\nshenjt\u00eb. Mori dhe leje me shkrim nga Patriarku
\ni at\u00ebhersh\u00ebm, Serafimi, me origjin\u00eb nga Delvina,
\ndhe k\u00ebshtu nisi fatlumi t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapte Ungjillin e
\nMbret\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb…
\n… Kudo q\u00eb shkonte e ndiqnin pas dyzet den
\npes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb prift\u00ebrinj. Kur shkonte nga nj\u00eb qytet
\nn\u00eb tjetrin, u \u00e7onte fjal\u00eb besimtar\u00ebve t\u00eb krishter\u00eb
\nt\u00eb rr\u00ebfeheshin, t\u00eb agj\u00ebronin dhe ta kalonin gji-
\nth\u00eb nat\u00ebn duke u lutur n\u00ebn drit\u00ebn e qirinjve. P\u00ebr
\nk\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00ebllim kishte p\u00ebrgatitur disa kasa druri dhe
\n\u00e7donj\u00ebra merrte nj\u00ebqind qirinj q\u00ebi shkrinte dhe
\nmerrte me vete. Pastaj u ndante t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve qirinj
\nfalas, vinte prift\u00ebrinjt\u00eb dhe lexonin Efqelin\u00eb e
\nShenjt\u00eb. Besimtar\u00ebt lyheshin me vajin hyjnor dhe
\nm\u00eb pas ai mbante fjal\u00ebn e Zotit. Meq\u00eb 1 shkonin
\npas shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz, dy a tre mij\u00eb, jepte porosi
\nqysh n\u00eb dark\u00eb dhe b\u00ebnin gati shum\u00eb thas\u00eb me
\nbuk\u00eb dhe kazan\u00eb me grur\u00eb t\u00eb zier. Pastaj 1
\nnxirrnin jasht\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, aty ku do t\u00eb kalonte
\npopulli, dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mermin buk\u00eb e grur\u00eb, du-
\nke falur t\u00eb gjall\u00eb e t\u00eb vdekur.
\nMe sh\u00ebn Kozmain Zoti b\u00ebri \u00e7udi t\u00eb m\u00ebdha
\nedhe n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, ashtu si dhe n\u00eb vende t\u00eb tjera.
\nAgallar\u00ebt e Filatit shkuan t\u00eb shihnin shenjtin
\ndhe t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin fjal\u00ebt e tij. Meq\u00eb ishte ver\u00eb, u
\nshtrin\u00eb dhe fjet\u00ebn jasht\u00eb n\u00eb fush\u00eb. P\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast,
\nn\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e thell\u00eb t\u00eb nat\u00ebs, pan\u00eb nj\u00eb drit\u00eb
\nqiellore si re, q\u00eb mbulonte vendin ku rrinte shenj-
\nti dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb ua treguan t\u00eb krishter\u00ebve. N\u00eb m\u00eb-
\nngjes k\u00ebrkuan q\u00eb vet\u00eb sheniti t’u jepte urat\u00ebn e
\ntij me gjith\u00eb shpirt dhe jo vet\u00ebm me fjal\u00eb.
\nN\u00eb vendin e quajtur L\u00ebkur\u00ebs, af\u00ebr Fanarit,
\nnj\u00eb turk pa kryqin q\u00eb pati l\u00ebn\u00eb aty shenjti si\u00e7 e
\nkishte zakon, e l\u00ebvizi nga vendi ku ishte dhe po
\ne \u00e7onte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e vet, q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte dy d\u00ebrrasa
\np\u00ebr krevatin. Por menj\u00ebher\u00eb – \u00e7far\u00eb \u00e7udiel –
\nndodhi nj\u00eb si t\u00ebrmet i fuqish\u00ebm dhe, duke mos
\nmundur t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ai ra p\u00ebrtok\u00eb e
\np\u00ebrp\u00eblitej, shkumonte e k\u00ebrciste dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt si 1
\n\u00e7mendur. Kjo vazhdoi gjat\u00eb dhe, pasi erdhi n\u00eb
\nvete 1 ndihmuar nga dy kalimtar\u00eb, kuptoi se ki-
\nshte r\u00ebn\u00eb mbi t\u00eb zem\u00ebrimi hyjnor, ngaq\u00eb guxoi
\ndhe hoqi kryqin nga vendi ku ishte. K\u00ebshtu, vet\u00eb
\nal e shpuri dhe e vendosi kryqin p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb ve-
\nndin e vet, aty ku ishte m\u00eb par\u00eb. Shkonte \u00e7do
\ndit\u00eb dhe e puthte me p\u00ebrkushtim t\u00eb madh…
\nShenjti arriti t’i bindte me fjal\u00ebt e tij grat\u00eb q\u00eb
\nmbanin stoli, q\u00eb t’i hiqnin t\u00eb gjitha. Nj\u00eb grua e
\npasur nga Kor\u00e7a kishte nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin e
\nstoliste me monedha floriri dhe stoli t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb
\ntep\u00ebrta. K\u00ebt\u00eb grua shenjti e k\u00ebshilloi shum\u00eb he-
\nr\u00eb t’ua ndante stolit\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb varf\u00ebr po qe
\nse donte t\u00eb jetonte edhe biri. Por ajo nuk e d\u00eb-
\ngjoi. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund i tha se, po t\u00eb mos 1 hiqte stolit\u00eb
\nnga f\u00ebmija, do ta humbiste shpejt. Gruaja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri
\nnuk u bind, dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr e gjeti t\u00eb birin t\u00eb vdekur
\nn\u00eb shtrat dhe e kuptoi se Zoti e nd\u00ebshkoi p\u00ebr
\nmosbindjen e saj.
\nShenjti, kudo q\u00eb shkonte, i m\u00ebsonte t\u00eb kri-
\nshter\u00ebt t\u00eb mos b\u00ebnin shitblerje t\u00eb dielave, as pu-
\nn\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, por t\u00eb shkonin n\u00eb kisha p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndje-
\nkur Mesh\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb dhe fjal\u00ebn e Zotit. Kush
\nnuk bindej, do t\u00eb merrte d\u00ebnimin e Zotit.
\nSh\u00ebn Kozmai thoshte shum\u00eb her\u00eb se Vet\u00eb
\nJisu Krishti e thirri p\u00ebr t\u00eb shpallur Ungjillin dhe
\nse nga dashuria p\u00ebr T\u00eb ai do t\u00eb flijohej…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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