DASHURIA E T\u00cb KRYQ\u00cbZUARIT<\/p>\n
\u201cA ishe atje kur e kryq\u00ebzuan Zotin tim?\u201d, – nis me k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb nj\u00eb himn i mrekulluesh\u00ebm i zezak\u00ebve t\u00eb Amerik\u00ebs, q\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebt tona k\u00ebndohet n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb bot\u00ebn. Dhe vazhdon: \u201cAh, sa vuaj dhe kam ffik\u00eb…\u201d.<\/p>\n
Kryqi i Zotit \u00ebsht\u00eb qendra e mendimit dhe e adhurimit t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb krishter\u00ebve t\u00eb bot\u00ebs \u00e7do dit\u00eb, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht gjat\u00eb Jav\u00ebs s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb. N\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi Kryqi mbizot\u00ebron n\u00eb kishat dhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb tona. Por ka raste, p\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, meq\u00eb jemi m\u00ebsuar me at\u00eb, arrijm\u00eb deri aty sa ta shikojm\u00eb si nj\u00eb zbukurim t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. Prandaj \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme q\u00eb t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrisht atje ku e kryq\u00ebzuan Zotin ton\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kundroj- m\u00eb me p\u00ebrgj\u00ebrat\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sakrific\u00eb trondit\u00ebse.<\/p>\n
II Tregim<\/p>\n
1 r\u00ebnduar nga barra e r\u00ebnd\u00eb e Kryqit, Zoti ec\u00ebn drejt vendit t\u00eb martirizimit. Ai ec\u00ebn ngadal\u00eb me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi, duke ndjer\u00eb nj\u00eb dhimbje t\u00eb madhe. Syt\u00eb e Tij, t\u00eb prer\u00eb nga mundimi dhe q\u00ebndrimi zgjuar, ishin futur brenda zgavrave. Sa shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb kishin par\u00eb ata koh\u00ebt e fundit! \u00c7far\u00eb val\u00ebsh mosmir\u00ebnjohjeje dhe urrejtjeje kishin p\u00ebrballuar! Pan\u00eb Jud\u00ebn ta tradhtoj\u00eb n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e nat\u00ebs, pan\u00eb Petron e p\u00ebrkushtuar, q\u00eb i dha siguri se kishte p\u00ebr ta ndjekur deri n\u00eb vdekje, t\u00eb betohet para nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtoreje se as nuk e njihte At\u00eb. Pan\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndahen n\u00eb cepat e Jerusalemit dhe pastaj \u00e7far\u00eb vuajtje! Q\u00ebndruan n\u00eb pretorium p\u00ebrball\u00eb popullit t\u00eb Jerusalemit, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin kishin qar\u00eb me dashuri dhe e pan\u00eb t\u00eb fryhet si nj\u00eb det i dallg\u00ebzuar, t\u00eb ngrej\u00eb grushtet e t\u00eb th\u00ebrras\u00eb me t\u00ebr\u00eb forc\u00ebn e tij me ashp\u00ebrsi: \u201cKryq\u00ebzoje, kryq\u00ebzoje At\u00eb!\u201d. \u00c7far\u00eb mosmir\u00ebnjohjeje dhe \u00e7far\u00eb zem\u00ebrashp\u00ebrsie, \u00e7far\u00eb manie vun\u00eb re ata sy gjat\u00eb \u00e7asteve t\u00eb fundit kur ndodhej k\u00ebtu n\u00eb tok\u00eb dhe \u00e7far\u00eb pan\u00eb gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimit t\u00eb tij p\u00ebr n\u00eb Golgotha!<\/p>\n
Zoti i shikon me dhimbje njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb ndodhen p\u00ebrreth Tij, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt e tall\u00ebn dhe e fyen duke e shoq\u00ebruar drejt Kryqit, nj\u00ebsoj sikur t\u2019u thot\u00eb: \u201cPopulli im, \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ma shp\u00ebrblen k\u00ebshtu\u201d. Buz\u00ebt e Tij nuk u hap\u00ebn p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb ankim. Jan\u00eb t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguara nga p\u00ebrpjekja q\u00eb b\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur p\u00ebrpara. Druri i r\u00ebnd\u00eb i<\/p>\n
rr\u00ebshqet nga shpatullat her\u00eb pas here dhe e rr\u00ebzon p\u00ebrtok\u00eb. Ngjitet me ngadal\u00eb drejt s\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00ebs. Rrahja e tmerrshme me kamxhik q\u00eb i b\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, ka l\u00ebn\u00eb shenjat e saj t\u00eb frikshme mbi trupin e Tij. Durimi i Jisuit arrin kulmin. Rrobat i ngjiten n\u00eb trup, e nd\u00ebrsa druri i Kryqit i futet thell\u00eb n\u00eb mish, teksa rr\u00ebshqet, dhimbjet e shkaktuara nga plag\u00ebt b\u00ebhen akoma edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb padurueshme. N\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast Jisui ec\u00ebn i d\u00ebrrmuar dhe pas disa hapash plandoset p\u00ebrtok\u00eb, duke q\u00ebndruar i pal\u00ebvizur n\u00eb pesh\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb drurit.<\/p>\n
Ushtar\u00ebt romak\u00eb e shikojn\u00eb se nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdohet m\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje. Prandaj marrin angari nj\u00eb fshatar q\u00eb kalonte andej rast\u00ebsisht, Simon Kirineun, p\u00ebr ta mbajtur Kryqin deri n\u00eb vendin e ekzekutimit. Vajtime dhe t\u00eb qara d\u00ebgjohen nga turmat, q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebrojn\u00eb Jisuin n\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimin e Tij martirik. Zoti i zhytur n\u00eb gjak dhe pluhur, mendon me dhimbje dit\u00ebt e v\u00ebshtira q\u00eb do t\u00eb vijn\u00eb p\u00ebr mbar\u00eb popullin dhe duke mos i kushtuar v\u00ebmendje martirizimit t\u00eb Tij, u thot\u00eb me dhimbje grave q\u00eb vajtojn\u00eb: \u201cBija t\u00eb (vijon n\u00eb faqen 8)<\/p>\n
DASHURIA E T\u00cb KRYQ\u00cbZUARIT<\/p>\n
(vijon nga faqja 7)<\/p>\n
Jerusalemit, mos qani p\u00ebr mua, m\u00eb shum\u00eb qani p\u00ebr veten dhe p\u00ebr bijt\u00eb tuaj\u201d (Llk. 23:28).<\/p>\n
M\u00eb n\u00eb fund arrijn\u00eb n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb Golgo- thas\u00eb. Pa e zgjatur shum\u00eb, centurioni jep ur- dhrin. Xhelat\u00ebt afrohen. Me l\u00ebvizje t\u00eb shpejta, i heqin rrob\u00ebn e Tij, veshjen q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ngjitur pas plag\u00ebve. Gjak tjet\u00ebr derdhet, dhimbje dhe vuajtje t\u00eb tjera p\u00ebr Jisuin. Xhelati papritur i kap nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dor\u00eb dhe e shtrin, pastaj e mban fort t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar pas drurit. Nj\u00eb ndihm\u00ebs i tij i jep nj\u00eb \u00e7ekan t\u00eb gjat\u00eb me maj\u00eb. E mban fort n\u00eb mes t\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00ebs, e ngre \u00e7ekanin e tij t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Pas pak d\u00ebgjohet nj\u00eb goditje e that\u00eb. Gozhda \u00e7an mishin. Prishjet n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb tregojn\u00eb p\u00ebr dhimbjen e fort\u00eb q\u00eb Ai provon n\u00eb k\u00ebto \u00e7aste. Pas pak ajo tortur\u00eb e tmerrshme ka mbaruar. K\u00ebmb\u00ebt e Shp\u00ebtimtarit, q\u00eb p\u00ebrshkuan mbar\u00eb Palestin\u00ebn, duke sjell\u00eb kudo mesazhin e dashuris\u00eb, duart e Tij, q\u00eb u hap\u00ebn syt\u00eb t\u00eb verb\u00ebrve, q\u00eb ngrit\u00ebn n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb paralizuar, q\u00eb u dhan\u00eb buk\u00eb turmave, tani jan\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluara nga gjaku.<\/p>\n
Disa ushtar\u00eb t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm ngren\u00eb Kryqin me trupin e gjakosur t\u00eb Shp\u00ebtimtarit dhe e vendosin mbi tok\u00eb. Dhimbja e Zotit shtohet. I t\u00ebr\u00eb trupi varet n\u00eb kat\u00ebr gozhd\u00eb, n\u00eb kat\u00ebr plag\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb muskujtjan\u00eb tendosur n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme, gjoksi \u00ebsht\u00eb fryr\u00eb, zemra rreh me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi, me zor merr frym\u00eb, \u00e7do rrahje zemre \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb val\u00eb e re dhimbjeje. Fytyra e tij skuqet, nxihet, koka e tij goditet si me vare nga nj\u00eb p\u00ebshtjellim i r\u00ebnd\u00eb, temperatura e trupit rritet. Nj\u00eb djers\u00eb e ftoht\u00eb e p\u00ebrzier me gjak e lan t\u00eb t\u00ebrin…<\/p>\n
Zoti v\u00ebshtron kryq\u00ebzuesit e Tij me dhimbje t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Nuk ankohet, nuk r\u00ebnkon, ka dhembshuri p\u00ebr ta, i justifikon. Ah, po ta dinin se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebnin n\u00eb ato \u00e7aste! Por nuk e din\u00eb. \u201cAt\u00eb, fali ata se nuk e din\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb\u201d (Llk. 23:34), – thoshte Jisui. N\u00ebn Kryq q\u00eb- ndrojn\u00eb t\u00eb bashkuar grusht armiqt\u00eb e Tij duke e par\u00eb me tallje. \u201cEdhe ata q\u00eb shkonin pran\u00eb, e shanin At\u00eb duke tundur kryet e duke th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cTi q\u00eb prish tempullin n\u00eb tri dit\u00eb dhe e nd\u00ebrton, shp\u00ebto veten t\u00ebnde. N\u00ebse je Biri i Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, zbrit nga kryqi\u201d (Matth. 27:39-40).<\/p>\n
T\u00eb par\u00ebt e popullit u deh\u00ebn nga nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim i eg\u00ebr teksa d\u00ebgjuan thirrjet e turm\u00ebs q\u00eb k\u00ebnaqet nga pamja e gjakut. Syt\u00eb e tyre shk\u00eblqenin nga k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia e urrejtjes. Fytyrat e tyre t\u00eb egra p\u00ebr- shkohen nga ng\u00ebrdheshje sarkazme jo t\u00eb natyr- shme. \u201cT\u00eb tjer\u00eb shp\u00ebtoi, le t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb veten e tij; n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb ky Krishti, i zgjedhuri i Per\u00ebndi- s\u00eb!\u201d (Llk. 23:35). Tallja u p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit nga disa ushta- r\u00eb q\u00eb i ofruan uthull p\u00ebr t\u00eb pir\u00eb: \u201cN\u00ebse je ti mbre- ti i Judenjve, shp\u00ebto veten t\u00ebnde\u201d (vargu 37).<\/p>\n
Zoti nuk u p\u00ebrgjigjet talljeve, nuk m\u00ebrm\u00ebrit, nuk mallkon. Zemra e Tij rreh me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb martirizimit. Blasfemi t\u00eb egra dhe t\u00eb ashpra d\u00ebgjohen nga kryqi tjet\u00ebr aty pran\u00eb: \u201cN\u00ebse ti je Krishti, shp\u00ebto veten dhe ne\u201d (vargu 39), i th\u00ebrret keqb\u00ebr\u00ebsi q\u00eb ndodhet i mb\u00ebrthyer pran\u00eb tij. Zoti p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk jep p\u00ebrgjigje. Pa- drejt\u00ebsia \u00ebsht\u00eb aq shum\u00eb provokuese, saq\u00eb kusari tjet\u00ebr proteston: \u201cAs nga Per\u00ebndia nuk ke frik\u00eb ti q\u00eb je n\u00eb nj\u00eb d\u00ebnim me t\u00eb? Dhe ne me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb jemi d\u00ebnuar; sepse mor\u00ebm shpagim si\u00e7 na takon p\u00ebr sa punuam; po ky asnj\u00eb t\u00eb<\/p>\n
keqe nuk b\u00ebri. Dhe i thoshte Jisuit: \u201cKujtom\u00eb, o Zot, kur t\u00eb vish n\u00eb mbret\u00ebrin\u00eb t\u00ebnde\u201d (vargu 40-42). Zoti pa nj\u00eb dhembshuri t\u00eb pafundme dhe e zgjidhi heshtjen e tij, p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrqafuar me dashuri- n\u00eb e Tij: \u201cMe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb po t\u00eb them, sot do t\u00eb jesh bashk\u00eb me mua n\u00eb parajs\u00eb\u201d (Llk. 23-43).<\/p>\n
N\u00eb \u00e7do \u00e7ast q\u00eb ka- lon, martirizimi b\u00ebhet m\u00eb i friksh\u00ebm. Fytyra e Tij tre- gon dhimbjet e padurue- shme. N\u00ebna e Tij e T\u00ebr\u00eb- shenjt\u00eb, Joani i p\u00ebrkushtuar dhe grat\u00eb e tjera q\u00eb ndoq\u00ebn Jisuin, e shikojn\u00eb me dhi- mbje dhe vajtojn\u00eb, qajn\u00eb me hidh\u00ebrim. Shikimi i d\u00ebrr- muar i Jisuit, por i mbushur me shum\u00eb dhembshuri, bie sip\u00ebr tyre dhe thot\u00eb: \u201cGrua, ja yt bir. Pastaj i thot\u00eb nx\u00eb- n\u00ebsit: Jajot \u00ebm\u00eb\u201d (Jn. 19:26-<\/p>\n
). N\u00eb \u00e7astin q\u00eb ndodhet n\u00eb agonin\u00eb e Tij t\u00eb fundit harron p\u00ebrs\u00ebri veten e Tij, p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngush\u00eblluar dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb rregulluar personat e dashur p\u00ebr At\u00eb. Ah kjo dashuri e Zotit, kjo dashuri e pakonceptueshme, e pafund dhe e pagjurm\u00ebsuareTij! Madjeedhen\u00eb\u00e7astinkur d\u00ebgjon z\u00ebrat dhe sarkazmat e Hadhit, ajo lart\u00ebsohet e fort\u00eb deri n\u00eb qiell. Edhe n\u00eb \u00e7astin kur po e braktisin fuqit\u00eb trupore, hap p\u00ebrqafimin e Tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar me dhembshuri t\u00eb tijt\u00eb, por edhe ish-keqb\u00ebr\u00ebsin me an\u00eb t\u00eb dhembshuri- s\u00eb s\u00eb Tij hyjnore.<\/p>\n
\u201cU krye\u201d-, do t\u00eb th\u00ebrras\u00eb pas pak me flymen e fundit q\u00eb i kishte mbetur. Vepr\u00ebn q\u00eb mori p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr p\u00ebr ta kryer, pra shp\u00ebtimin e gjinis\u00eb njer\u00ebzore, mundjen e urrejtjes e t\u00eb vdekjes dhe shfaqjen e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, e vulosi n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimtare me Kryqin e Tij. (Pak sekonda heshtje.)<\/p>\n
Marr\u00eb nga libri \u201cUdh\u00ebtim shpirt\u00ebror\u201d
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