Intervist\u00eb me murgun eremit Gabriel,
\ni cili p\u00ebrqafoi Orthodhoksin\u00eb<\/p>\n
Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb Doktor n\u00eb Filozofi dhe Teologji.<\/p>\n
Nga viti 1980 jeton si eremit n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr, n\u00eb Skitin e Kryqit t\u00eb Nde- ruar dhe n\u00eb vitin 2010 u b\u00eb ortho- dhoks.<\/p>\n
U b\u00ebt\u00eb orthodhoks n\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar, gj\u00eb e cila u zyrtarizua n\u00eb Mosk\u00eb n\u00eb muajin gusht t\u00eb vitit 2010. Gjithashtu, that\u00eb se ky vendim u poq n\u00eb vazhdim\u00ebsi gjat\u00eb jet\u00ebs suaj. Si ndodhi?<\/p>\n
Q\u00eb n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri p\u00ebrjetova ndar- jen e t\u00eb krishter\u00ebve. Babai im ishte protestant, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00ebna katolike. Un\u00eb u pag\u00ebzova katolik dhe n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 21-vje\u00e7are zgjodha t\u00eb b\u00eb- hem murg, por babai nuk e priti mir\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb dhe m\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtoi fort. Studiova filozofi dhe m\u00eb pas me disa miq shkova p\u00ebr dy muaj n\u00eb Greqi. Ky ishte momenti n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin pata kontaktin e par\u00eb me Orthodho- ksin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb Athin\u00eb bisedonim shum\u00eb me disa miq q\u00eb na mikprit\u00ebn, te cil\u00ebt studionin teologji. Ne nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto biseda i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb mikut tim, i cili m\u00eb pas u b\u00eb teolog i njohur, se k\u00ebtu tek ju t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat duken t\u00eb bu- kura, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 faktit se jeni t\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga ne. Ai menj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj: \u201cGaboheni, jeni ju q\u00eb jeni t\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga ne\u201d. Kjo p\u00ebrgjigje ishte shoku- ese p\u00ebr mua. Isha an\u00ebtar i Kish\u00ebs Katolike, ashtu si edhe miliona t\u00eb tjer\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn. Njihja protestant\u00ebt dhe tani kisha rastin t\u00eb njihja dhe di\u00e7ka t\u00eb re. Un\u00eb kisha m\u00ebsuar se Kisha n\u00eb Greqi u nd\u00ebrtua nga Apostull Pavli dhe si pasoj\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj mund t\u00eb kuptoja se nuk q\u00eb- ndronte akuza se ajo ishte shk\u00ebpu- tur nga Kisha Romano-Katolike.<\/p>\n
Kjo bised\u00eb b\u00ebri q\u00eb brenda meje t\u00eb lindnin nj\u00eb s\u00ebr\u00eb mendimesh. Megjithat\u00eb un\u00eb i q\u00ebndrova vendimit tim dhe u b\u00ebra murg katolik, filli- misht n\u00eb nj\u00eb manastir t\u00eb Urdhrit Benediktin, n\u00eb Gjermani, por q\u00eb prej fillimit v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit kuptuan orientimin tim dhe simpatin\u00eb time p\u00ebr Tradit\u00ebn e Kish\u00ebs Lindore. Ky orientim imi u b\u00eb shkak q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb<\/p>\n
d\u00ebrgonin n\u00eb nj\u00eb manastir tjet\u00ebr, n\u00eb Belgjik\u00eb, i cili ndiqte ritin lindor. Aty u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb thelloja mendimin tim, t\u00eb lexoja dhe studioja historin\u00eb e ndarjes s\u00eb Kishave.<\/p>\n
Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb kthim te rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt do ta b\u00ebnte m\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb afrimin. Realisht Kisha ishte e bashkuar p\u00ebr m\u00eb shume se nj\u00eb mij\u00eb vjet. Shpre- soj, ashtu si edhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb gjendet nj\u00eb em\u00ebrues i p\u00ebr- bashk\u00ebt… P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, kam arri- tur n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimin se bashkimi \u00ebsht\u00eb i pamundur n\u00eb nivelin e strukturave dhe t\u00eb Hierarkis\u00eb. Nuk besoj se kjo do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb, pasi Ki- shat gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb largohen nga nj\u00ebra – tjetra me kalimin e shekujve…. N\u00eb \u00e7astin q\u00eb u binda se dy Kishat e kan\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb gjejn\u00eb nj\u00eb zgjidhje, vendosa t\u00eb b\u00ebhem orthodhoks. Lindi nevoja q\u00eb n\u00eb nivel personal un\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja realitet afrimin. U luta shum\u00eb, mendova. Nuk kisha d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7se Vullnetit t\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb. Thosha gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb lutjen time: \u201cN\u00ebse nuk po veproj n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me vullnetin t\u00ebnd, m\u00eb jep nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm Ti mund t\u00eb m\u00eb ndalosh qe ta b\u00ebj\u201d. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb Milano u takova me Mitropolitin Ilarion, t\u00eb Patriarkan\u00ebs Ruse. Ia parashtrova mendimet e mia, sepse doja t\u00eb shihja reagimin e tij. Ai m\u00eb tha se do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet vullneti i Zotit. M\u00eb pas gj\u00ebrat rrodh\u00ebn natyrsh\u00ebm dhe ja tani jam n\u00eb Rusi dhe jam i lumtur q\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n
Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, faqet n\u00eb internet dhe shtypi katolik ju quajn\u00eb \u201ctradhtar\u201d.<\/p>\n
Lavdi Zotit nuk p\u00ebrdor kom- pjuter dhe nuk kam informacion se \u00e7far\u00eb thon\u00eb njer\u00ebzit, por t\u00eb them t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn nuk m\u00eb intereson kjo gj\u00eb. Me naivitet kam besuar se kjo gj\u00eb do t\u00eb kalonte pa u v\u00ebn\u00eb re, por me sa duket nuk ndodhi k\u00ebshtu. Tash- m\u00eb kan\u00eb kaluar 50 vjet q\u00eb kur u b\u00ebra murg dhe 30 vjet q\u00eb kur u t\u00ebrhoqa n\u00eb nj\u00eb skit t\u00eb ve\u00e7uar.<\/p>\n
Kur vendosa t\u00eb b\u00ebhem murg, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit ishin kund\u00ebr meje. Im<\/p>\n
at\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb shkenc\u00ebtar i njohur. I gjith\u00eb ambienti ku u rrita dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb miqt\u00eb e mi t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb e rini- s\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pa p\u00ebrjashtim ishin ku- nd\u00ebr meje. Asnj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb mb\u00eb- shteti p\u00ebrve\u00e7 atit tim shpirt\u00ebror, i cili ishte igumen n\u00eb nj\u00eb manastir. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk duhet pritur nj\u00eb gjykim unanim p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb vendime t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme. Dhe tani nuk e kisha menduar q\u00eb p\u00ebrqafimi i Orthodhoksis\u00eb prej meje do t\u00eb pro- vokonte kund\u00ebrshti kaq t\u00eb fuqishme. E kam th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, se nuk kam asgj\u00eb kund\u00ebr Kish\u00ebs Katolike. Un\u00eb thjesht besoj n\u00eb nj\u00eb Kish\u00eb t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, Katholike dhe Apostolike. \u00cbsht\u00eb Krishti Ai q\u00eb do t\u2019i bashkoj\u00eb Kishat, pasi ne njer\u00ebzit v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se mund ta b\u00ebjm\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb…<\/p>\n
Para 30 vjet\u00ebsh braktis\u00ebt manastirin p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar si eremit. N\u00eb ket\u00eb moment si e shihni t\u00eb ardhmen tuaj?<\/p>\n
Pash\u00eb n\u00eb Rusi shum\u00eb vende n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat do t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente t\u00eb jetoja. M\u00eb p\u00eblqeu shum\u00eb manastiri i Valaamit. Murgjit atje m\u00eb prit\u00ebn shum\u00eb miq\u00ebsisht. Kalova nj\u00eb dit\u00eb edhe me eremit\u00ebt. Pata ndjesin\u00eb se gjeta at\u00eb q\u00eb kam k\u00ebrkuar gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Por, si p\u00ebrfundim, u ktheva p\u00ebrs\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb skitin tim n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
N\u00ebse ju largoheni q\u00eb andej, \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet me bijt\u00eb tuaj shpirt\u00ebror\u00eb?<\/p>\n
N\u00eb fakt, un\u00eb nuk kam nj\u00eb \u201cgri- gj\u00eb\u201d n\u00eb kuptimin direkt t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs. N\u00eb skitin tim vijn\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz p\u00ebr t\u00eb biseduar dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019u rr\u00ebfyer, por nuk kam p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi baritore. Dhe realisht largohem rrall\u00eb….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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