Fai
\ndhe do t\u00eb jesh
\ni falur<\/p>\n
(Ligj\u00ebrat\u00eb e mbajtur
\nnga Joani i Pergamit
\npara komunitetit<\/p>\n
t\u00eb manastirit \u201cSh\u00ebn Joan
\nPag\u00ebzori\u201d, n\u00eb Angli)<\/p>\n
(vijon nga numri i kaluar)<\/p>\n
Ja p\u00ebrse nuk mund t\u00eb jemi t\u00eb falur nga Per\u00ebndia n\u00ebse nuk mund t\u00eb falim v\u00ebllan\u00eb ton\u00eb, i cili \u00ebsht\u00eb ta- shm\u00eb i pranish\u00ebm atje ku Per\u00ebndia d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb na vendos\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto kushte? Si do mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb atje? N\u00ebse nuk pra- nojm\u00eb dhe nuk duam v\u00ebllan\u00eb ton\u00eb, ne nuk mund t\u00eb gjejm\u00eb vend [me t\u00ebj n\u00eb Vendin e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr pasoj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb falemi prej Tij [d.m.th. t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh vend me T\u00eb] Ka shum\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat \u00e7el\u00ebsi i Parajs\u00ebs gjendet te falja e v\u00ebllait ton\u00eb. Pik\u00eb s\u00eb pari, m\u00ebkatet q\u00eb v\u00ebllai ka b\u00ebr\u00eb kund\u00ebr nesh, cilatdo qof- shin ato, nuk krahasohen me m\u00eb- katet tona para Per\u00ebndis\u00eb. Ne i detyrohemi Per\u00ebndis\u00eb me miliona dhe Ai na dhuron p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Dhe nga ana jon\u00eb, n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se v\u00ebllai yn\u00eb na detyrohet disa monedha ne nuk ia falim. Ja nj\u00eb arsye e konsiderue- shme! Ne nuk mund t\u00eb presim q\u00eb P\u00ebrendia t\u00eb na fal\u00eb numrin e madh t\u00eb m\u00ebkateve tona kur ne nuk falim tek t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt disa gj\u00ebra t\u00eb vogla. Ka nj\u00eb arsye edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme: Cil\u00ebt jemi ne q\u00eb gjykojm\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt? Sh\u00ebn Pavli iu drejtohet Romak\u00ebve: \u201cKush je ti q\u00eb gjykon sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorin e tjetrit? N\u00ebse mbahet m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb ose n\u00ebse bie, kjo i p\u00ebrket t\u00eb zotit t\u00eb tij. Po ai do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, sepse Zoti ka fuqi ta forcoj\u00eb\u201d (Rom.14:4). Kush je ti pra t\u00eb thuash se ky njeri \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebkatar? Ai ka gjykat\u00ebsin e tij, zotin e tij, i cili e b\u00ebn t\u00eb mbahet m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb e mund ta fal\u00eb. Kur marrim n\u00eb duar gjykimin e tjetrit \u00ebsht\u00eb si ta heq\u00ebsh nga duart e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb detyr\u00eb. Ja nj\u00eb arsye m\u00eb tep\u00ebr e cila tregon se falja \u00ebsht\u00eb e domosdoshme. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, asnj\u00eb nga ne nuk varet p\u00ebrfundimisht nga e kaluara e tij, por vet\u00ebm nga e ardhmja e tij. N\u00ebse jemi t\u00eb gjykuar n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00eb ka-<\/p>\n
luar\u00ebs, do ishin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebnuar. P\u00ebrkundrazi, Per\u00ebndia na fal m\u00eb Krishtin, duke na dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhme t\u00eb re. Si rrjedhim, ne nuk kemi asnj\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb t\u00eb gjykojm\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb ton\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb Per\u00ebndia q\u00eb i jep t\u00eb ardhme. Dhe ne nuk e dim\u00eb se k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb po p\u00ebrjashtojm\u00eb sot nuk do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb nj\u00eb shenjtor, dikush q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb penduar e i p\u00ebrket Mbret\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Qiejve. Ne nuk kemi t\u00eb drejt\u00eb t\u00eb them! cilin do pranojm\u00eb dhe cilin do hedhim posht\u00eb. Nuk mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtojm\u00eb ask\u00ebnd, cilido qoft\u00eb ky, sepse Per\u00ebndia \u00ebsht\u00eb i pasur n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb e falje. Ai do t\u00eb jap\u00eb shly- erjen e m\u00ebkateve dhe do t\u00eb marr\u00eb pran\u00eb Tij shum\u00eb nga armiqt\u00eb tan\u00eb. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb me v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit tan\u00eb? Si do jetojm\u00eb me ta n\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsi? Do themi at\u00eb- her\u00eb: \u201cP\u00ebrderisa i af\u00ebrmi q\u00eb ma pu- noi \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebtu, un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb rri me t\u00eb n\u00eb parajs\u00eb, do largohem pra! Si do t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb pran\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsi kur Ai e fali v\u00ebllan\u00eb to- n\u00eb dhe ne ende nuk e kemi falur? Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur t\u00eb jemi t\u00eb<\/p>\n
shp\u00ebtuar, as t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb hapin e par\u00eb drejt Kreshm\u00ebs s\u00eb Madhe ose drejt pendimit n\u00ebse nuk falim t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht v\u00ebllan\u00eb, jo vet\u00ebm sentimentalisht, por n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ta mbajm\u00eb brenda jet\u00ebs son\u00eb. N\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebnyr\u00eb n\u00eb gjirin e Kish\u00ebs gjat\u00eb liturgjis\u00eb, Per\u00ebndia na afron t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve me Veten dhe na b\u00ebn t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb nj\u00eb- ri pran\u00eb tjetrit, n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebny- r\u00eb duhet edhe ne t\u00eb hapim vend n\u00eb shpirtrat e n\u00eb jet\u00ebt tona q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb vend p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb njer\u00ebzit dhe n\u00eb fi- llim p\u00ebr armiqt\u00eb. Sh\u00ebn Athanas Si- naiti na shkruan: \u201cJu lutem, v\u00eblle- z\u00ebrit e mi, largohuni prej m\u00ebkatit m\u00eb t\u00eb pafalsh\u00ebm t\u00eb mbajtjes s\u00eb m\u00eb- ris\u00eb. N\u00ebse doni t\u00eb m\u00ebsoni se err\u00eb- sira, e cila vjen nga mbajtja e m\u00ebri- s\u00eb n\u00eb shpirt \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebkati m\u00eb i keq. \u00c7do m\u00ebkat tjet\u00ebr zgjat nj\u00eb \u00e7ast ku ai kryhet dhe p\u00ebrfundon, nd\u00ebrsa mbajtja e m\u00ebris\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb pasion q\u00eb nuk rresht s\u00eb djeguri. Atje ku ai ka z\u00ebn\u00eb rr\u00ebnj\u00eb, asgj\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrfiton; as kreshma, as p\u00ebrgj\u00ebrimet, as pa- st\u00ebrtia, as m\u00ebshira, asnj\u00eb e mir\u00eb tje- t\u00ebr, sepse m\u00ebria kund\u00ebr v\u00ebllait shkat\u00ebrron t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat. Shpesh<\/p>\n
d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb t\u00eb thuhet: \u201cMjer\u00eb un\u00eb, si do mund t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj? Nuk kam fuqi t\u00eb kreshmoj, nuk mund t\u00eb gdhihem me lutje, nuk mund t\u00eb ruaj dot gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs past\u00ebrtin\u00eb trupore, s\u2019mund ta braktis bot\u00ebn, si do shp\u00eb- toj? Ja si t\u00eb shp\u00ebtohesh: Fal dhe do t\u00eb jesh i falur; ja udha q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7on drejt shp\u00ebtimit. Dhe do t\u00eb tregoj nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, cil\u00ebn pra? Mos gjyko q\u00eb t\u00eb mos gjykohesh. Ai q\u00eb gjykon para ardhjes s\u00eb Krishtit \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u2018anti- krisht\u2019, sepse z\u00eb vendin e Krishtit. Sh\u00ebn Siluani e konsideronte faljen e v\u00ebllait dhe dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr armiqt\u00eb si mrekullia m\u00eb e madhe. N\u00eb fakt \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mrekulli. \u00cbsht\u00eb mrekullia q\u00eb Per\u00ebndia kreu vet\u00eb duke na pra- nuar n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e Tij ne m\u00ebkatar\u00ebt. Dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta mrekulli q\u00eb na fton t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve ta kryejm\u00eb. Ja \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb na gjykoj\u00eb n\u00eb fund, dashuria dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht dashuria p\u00ebr ar- miqt\u00eb, sepse t\u00eb duash at\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb do \u00ebsht\u00eb e thjesht\u00eb dhe kjo do mund t\u00eb ishte nga egoizmi yn\u00eb; t\u00eb duash at\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebn mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e natyr- shme, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mrekulli, por t\u00eb duash at\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb urren, ja mrekullia! Kisha, e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb vendi ku ka vend p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, b\u00ebhet vend i zemr\u00ebs son\u00eb q\u00eb v\u00ebllai yn\u00eb t\u00eb gjej\u00eb vend brenda, \u00e7do njeri dhe armiku yn\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu, do jemi t\u00eb aft\u00eb t\u00eb kemi nj\u00eb vend n\u00eb Mbret\u00ebrin\u00eb e Per\u00ebndi- s\u00eb, mes krah\u00ebve t\u00eb Tij, t\u00eb cilat p\u00ebr- qafojn\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb armiqt\u00eb dhe m\u00ebkata- r\u00ebt. N\u00eb k\u00ebto krah\u00eb t\u00eb gjendemi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet hirit t\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb.<\/p>\n
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