Hiret e Shpirtit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb<\/p>\n
Sh\u00ebn Anthimi i Hios (1869-1960)<\/p>\n
Vall\u00eb, nga t\u00eb gjitha veprat tona, \u00e7far\u00eb I p\u00eblqen m\u00eb shum\u00eb? Ku shkon Hiri i Shpirtit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb? Shpirtin e Shenjt\u00eb asnj\u00eb nuk e kupton kur vjen, sepse nuk ka as z\u00eb, as vjen me tronditje, as k\u00ebmbana bien. Vjen qet\u00eb-qet\u00eb, paq\u00ebsor dhe pa zhurm\u00eb. Atje ku gjen en\u00eb bosh, atje hyn. Shikon ku \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrul\u00ebsia m\u00eb e madhe, durimi m\u00eb i madh, bindja pa dallim, heshtja e shenjt\u00eb, puna shpirt\u00ebrore dhe trupore dhe vet\u00ebp\u00ebrmbajtja.<\/p>\n
Njeriu, p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb hire qiellore, duhet t\u00eb kreshmoj\u00eb, t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb agripni, t\u00eb lutet, por, n\u00ebse nuk ka dhe p\u00ebrul\u00ebsin\u00eb bashk\u00eb me to, asgj\u00eb nuk vlen. Atje ku ec\u00ebn n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e mir\u00eb, papritur, shfaqet p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb gur. \u00c7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb guri? Nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb e ashp\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb thot\u00eb papritur, nj\u00eb v\u00eblla; atje, pra, ku ec\u00ebn, ja, nj\u00eb gur para teje. Mos e l\u00ebr aty, ulu dhe ngrije, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos d\u00ebmtuar asnj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Nga smira, nga lig\u00ebsia, nga djall\u00ebzia ose dhe nga prova, v\u00ebllai t\u00eb tha nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr. N\u00ebse ti do ta ngresh me qet\u00ebsi dhe do ta marr\u00ebsh prej andej, tjetri nuk do t\u00eb d\u00ebmtohet. Esht\u00eb satanai q\u00eb rri e pret; n\u00ebse ty nuk t\u00eb d\u00ebmtoi, dik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr do t\u00eb d\u00ebmtoj\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Shikoj nj\u00eb murgesh\u00eb q\u00eb kalon me p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi, me kok\u00eb t\u00eb ulur, pa e ngritur. As sodit, as pyet p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Nga syt\u00eb e saj rrjedhin vazhdimisht lot mall\u00ebngjimi. Largohet nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, vrapon n\u00eb qelin\u00eb e saj, hap der\u00ebn dhe thot\u00eb brenda zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj: Sa e \u00ebmb\u00ebl jeta monakike! T\u00eb faleminderit, Zoti im, q\u00eb m\u00eb solle n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb \u00ebngj\u00ebllore!…<\/p>\n
K\u00ebtu banoi Hiri i Shpirtit t\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb, si\u00e7 banoi dhe tek e T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjta…<\/p>\n
Shenjt\u00ebria nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb e s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. Shpirti i bekuar, q\u00eb do t\u00eb pranoj\u00eb mesazhin e Hirit, mundet q\u00eb me m\u00ebnyra t\u00eb ndryshme t\u00eb realizoj\u00eb “ngritjen shpirt\u00ebrore”, t\u00eb p\u00ebrdor\u00eb shum\u00eb monopate p\u00ebr t’u ngjitur n\u00eb maj\u00ebn e Tavorit dhe t\u00eb fitoj\u00eb hyjnizimin e d\u00ebshiruar. Nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb shenjt\u00ebrie \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe jeta monakike.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb ftes\u00eb e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb p\u00ebr shp\u00ebtimin.<\/p>\n
Kjo ftes\u00eb ka nj\u00eb lloj analogjie me martirizimin. Dikush do t\u00eb mundej ta karakterizonte jet\u00ebn monakike, sigurisht at\u00eb t\u00eb sinqert\u00ebn dhe korrekten, si martirizim t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm. Shkaktojn\u00eb habi torturat e martir\u00ebve, por ky “martirizim” zgjat pak dit\u00eb. Murgu lufton t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tij trup m\u00eb trup me djallin dhe dy aleat\u00ebt e Tij; dinak\u00ebrin\u00eb e njer\u00ebzimit dhe kryengritjen trupore.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00ebsime shpirt\u00ebrore t\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Anthimit t\u00eb Hios mbi m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si vjen Hiri i Shpirtit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, mbi r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e p\u00ebrul\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe mbi jet\u00ebn monastike si form\u00eb martirizimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"nentitulli":"","numri":"7 (46)","viti":"1996","muaji":"Korrik","muaji_numer":"7","dita":"","faqet":"[5]","fjale_kyce":"[\"Shpirti i Shenjt\u00eb\", \"Sh\u00ebn Anthimi\", \"Hios\", \"p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi\", \"monakiz\u00ebm\", \"agripni\", \"shenjt\u00ebri\", \"Tavor\", \"martirizim\", \"djall\"]","permbledhje":"M\u00ebsime shpirt\u00ebrore t\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Anthimit t\u00eb Hios mbi m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si vjen Hiri i Shpirtit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, mbi r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e p\u00ebrul\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe mbi jet\u00ebn monastike si form\u00eb martirizimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm.","autori":"Sh\u00ebn Anthimi i Hios (1869-1960)","kategoria":"Tekst Shpirt\u00ebror","kryeredaktor":"Thoma Dhima"},"ngjallja_kategoria":[10095],"ngjallja_autori":[10096],"ngjallja_viti":[9923],"ngjallja_kryeredaktor":[9473],"class_list":["post-83763","ngjallja_article","type-ngjallja_article","status-publish","hentry","ngjallja_kategoria-tekst-shpirteror","ngjallja_autori-shen-anthimi-i-hios-1869-1960","ngjallja_viti-9923","ngjallja_kryeredaktor-thoma-dhima"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n