Kur kthen kok\u00ebn prapa e sheh me syt\u00eb e mendjes ata q\u00eb njeri pas tjetrit i sh\u00ebrbyen kish\u00ebs son\u00eb, patjet\u00ebr do ve\u00e7osh Dhimit\u00ebr Bedulin. Ai qe nga t\u00eb pakt\u00ebt fatmir\u00eb q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebroi Kish\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb tre epokat e fundit: n\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebk\u00ebmbjes n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e paraluft\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrndjekjes s\u00eb gjat\u00eb t\u00eb periudh\u00ebs komuniste e megjith\u00eb mosh\u00ebn e kaluar edhe n\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb ringjalljes s\u00eb saj, sot n\u00eb demokraci. K\u00ebt\u00eb s’mund ta quash ndryshe, ve\u00e7se favor t\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb. Dhe sekreti \u00ebsht\u00eb puna e tij e palodhur. Ka qen\u00eb ky p\u00ebrkushtim i pakursyer n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e kish\u00ebs, q\u00eb i dha fuqi t\u00eb rrezistoj\u00eb, sepse, ndryshe nga logjika e fitimit n\u00eb bot\u00eb, ku lodhja t\u00eb harxhon, n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e dashuris\u00eb p\u00ebr Per\u00ebndin\u00eb e njer\u00ebzit, lodhja t\u00eb mban. Krahas Theofan Pop\u00ebs, q\u00eb i dha Kombit e Kish\u00ebs nj\u00eb kontribut t\u00eb shquar, unik, kryesisht n\u00eb zbulimin e artit ton\u00eb t\u00eb fshehur n\u00eb shekuj, Dhimit\u00ebr Beduli u shqua n\u00eb l\u00ebmin tjet\u00ebr, po aq t\u00eb domosdosh\u00ebm, t\u00eb botimeve e predikimit, t\u00eb muzik\u00ebs e t\u00eb historis\u00eb. N\u00eb saj\u00eb t\u00eb pun\u00ebs s\u00eb heshtur t\u00eb k\u00ebtyre dy theolog\u00ebve fisnik\u00eb, kontributi i Krisht\u00ebrimit n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb shqiptare e ka nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb qart\u00eb dhe gjith\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebt mund t’u jen\u00eb mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebs. N\u00eb pun\u00ebn e “heshtur” t\u00eb Bedulit mjafton t\u00eb thuhet ky fakt. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur disa inkompetent\u00eb, xheloz\u00eb t\u00eb rrept\u00eb p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra q\u00eb s’i njohin, ngrit\u00ebn z\u00ebrin n\u00eb gazeta duke thirrur p\u00ebr sakrilegj, ngaq\u00eb me ribotimin e Librave Liturgjik\u00eb u shkelka puna e Nolit p\u00ebr Shkrimet e Shenjta, iu propozua Bedulit t\u00eb botohej n\u00eb gazet\u00eb, bashk\u00eb me p\u00ebrgjigjen, edhe nj\u00eb pasazh i letr\u00ebs q\u00eb i shkruante vet\u00eb Imzot Noli para luft\u00ebs, ku, me bujarin\u00eb e krijuesit t\u00eb distancuar, i deklaron Bedulit: “t’i ke b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr shkrimet e Kish\u00ebs m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb”. Ai refuzoi… Modestia e tij ishte e till\u00eb: t\u00eb merrej me t\u00eb gjitha e mos pretendonte asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Qen\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb u kujdes\u00ebn edhe p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin e tij, t\u00eb cilin e harxhoi deri n\u00eb \u00e7astin e fundit, pa kursim. Ai merrte udh\u00ebt p\u00ebr kudo ku t\u00eb ishte nevoja. E kam shoq\u00ebruar n\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb ftohta dimri, p\u00ebr t’u marr\u00eb me \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb thjeshta administrative, e kam par\u00eb n\u00eb makin\u00eb drejt Seminarit t\u00eb Durr\u00ebsit, duke luftuar me frym\u00ebmarrjen, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos l\u00ebn\u00eb dy or\u00eb m\u00ebsim q\u00eb i kishte n\u00eb program. E kam par\u00eb n\u00eb pultin e psaltit, duke q\u00ebndruar n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb e duke k\u00ebnduar me z\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb, me or\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra. E kam par\u00eb nat\u00ebn von\u00eb, t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb n\u00eb shtrat, duke shkruar… dhe n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e komunizmit, kur dora shtr\u00ebngohej rreth kish\u00ebs dhe nj\u00eb epitropi e komanduar nga regjimi, mendoi ta k\u00ebpuste edhe nga lidhja e fundit q\u00eb kishte me kish\u00ebn (mbasi m\u00eb par\u00eb e kishin larguar nga funksionet e tij), i kumton se i pritej rroga si psalt, ai paraqitet t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen rregullisht tek vendi i tij, n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb t\u00eb altarit, sikur mos kishte ndodhur gj\u00eb. T\u00eb habitur, e pyesin a s’e kishte marr\u00eb pushimin? Dhe ai, i qet\u00eb e i qeshur: “Po un\u00eb nuk psal p\u00ebr rrog\u00eb…”<\/p>\n
Si drejtor i revist\u00ebs “Jeta Kristiane” ai ka kaluar nga dora t\u00ebr\u00eb materialet e botuara aty; shkruante vet\u00eb, p\u00ebrkthente, redaktonte. Po s’bazohej vet\u00ebm tek fondet e kryesis\u00eb. N\u00eb vitet ’30, s\u00eb bashku me Dhimit\u00ebr P\u00ebrmetin, teolog e drejtor i Seminarit p\u00ebrpara tij, vun\u00eb t\u00eb nga nj\u00eb sasi t\u00eb hollash nga rroga e tyre e botojn\u00eb literatur\u00eb fetare e pastaj, me fitimet e nxjerra, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisnin botimin me libra t\u00eb tjera. Jeta e tij kishte kuptim vet\u00ebm n\u00eb mjedisin e kish\u00ebs e n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb kish\u00ebs. Mund t\u00eb themi se dinte gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr kish\u00ebn, p\u00ebr historin\u00eb, p\u00ebr problemet, p\u00ebr personat. Ndaj, p\u00ebrcaktimi i Kryepiskopit n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebn e p\u00ebrmortshme, se me Bedulin “u dogj nj\u00eb bibliotek\u00eb e gjall\u00eb”, sintetizon krejt qenien e k\u00ebtij njeriu t\u00eb dashur e t\u00eb vlefsh\u00ebm, q\u00eb kaloi 65 vjet n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb fes\u00eb. Pengu yn\u00eb i vet\u00ebm mbetet pse s’dit\u00ebm t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitojm\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, m\u00eb shpesh, nga goja e tij e gjall\u00eb, t\u00eb t\u00ebra ato q\u00eb dinte dhe q\u00eb pa kursim i jepte.<\/p>\n
Kujtimi i tij le t\u00eb jet\u00eb shembull p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne.<\/p>\n
Lek\u00eb Tasi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Lek\u00eb Tasi kujton Dhimit\u00ebr Bedulin si udh\u00ebheq\u00ebs shpirt\u00ebror q\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi Kish\u00ebn n\u00eb tri epoka. P\u00ebrshkruan p\u00ebrkushtimin e tij t\u00eb pakursyer, modestin\u00eb, refuzimin p\u00ebr t’iu p\u00ebrgjigjur kritikave p\u00ebr ribotimet liturgjike, dhe pun\u00ebn si drejtor i ‘Jeta Kristiane’.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"nentitulli":"","numri":"2 (42)","viti":"1996","muaji":"Shkurt","muaji_numer":"2","dita":"","faqet":"[3]","fjale_kyce":"[\"Dhimit\u00ebr Beduli\", \"Theofan Popa\", \"Imzot Noli\", \"Jeta Kristiane\", \"psalt\", \"Librat Liturgjik\u00eb\", \"komunizmi\", \"Seminari Durr\u00ebs\", \"Dhimit\u00ebr P\u00ebrmeti\", \"modesti\"]","permbledhje":"Lek\u00eb Tasi kujton Dhimit\u00ebr Bedulin si udh\u00ebheq\u00ebs shpirt\u00ebror q\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi Kish\u00ebn n\u00eb tri epoka. P\u00ebrshkruan p\u00ebrkushtimin e tij t\u00eb pakursyer, modestin\u00eb, refuzimin p\u00ebr t'iu p\u00ebrgjigjur kritikave p\u00ebr ribotimet liturgjike, dhe pun\u00ebn si drejtor i 'Jeta Kristiane'.","autori":"Lek\u00eb Tasi","kategoria":"P\u00ebrkujtim","kryeredaktor":""},"ngjallja_kategoria":[9961],"ngjallja_autori":[9529],"ngjallja_viti":[9923],"ngjallja_kryeredaktor":[],"class_list":["post-83597","ngjallja_article","type-ngjallja_article","status-publish","hentry","ngjallja_kategoria-perkujtim","ngjallja_autori-leke-tasi","ngjallja_viti-9923"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n