Jan\u00eb emocionuese gjith\u00ebsa lexojm\u00eb p\u00ebr fundin e lumur t\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrave t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb q\u00eb si meteor\u00eb kaluan nga bota tok\u00ebsore, p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00eblqimin e q\u00ebnies s\u00eb tyre dhe t\u00eb bien pastaj vrullsh\u00ebm n\u00eb pafund\u00ebsin\u00eb e p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsis\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Asket\u00ebt e shumt\u00eb n\u00eb malin e sh\u00ebn Andonit t\u00eb madh, si m\u00ebsuan se Ava Sisoi ishte n\u00eb momentet e fundit t\u00eb tij, u mblodh\u00ebn n\u00eb kasollen e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb bekimin e tij. Vler\u00ebsimi q\u00eb kishin p\u00ebr t\u00eb nuk njihte kufij. E quanin “diamant t\u00eb shkret\u00ebtir\u00ebs” dhe me shum\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. E gjith\u00eb jeta e tij e gjat\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb luft\u00eb p\u00ebr shenjt\u00ebrimin dhe tani n\u00eb vdekjen e tij shk\u00eblqeu n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb plot\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb pamjen e tij t\u00eb veneruar ishte ravij\u00ebzuar nj\u00eb shprehje e qet\u00eb lumturie. Si ndjeu rreth tij bashkasket\u00ebt e tij, v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e tij, shok\u00ebt e tij n\u00eb “luft\u00ebn e mir\u00eb”, q\u00eb tani ai e fitimtar afronte n\u00eb fundin e saj, buz\u00ebt e tij l\u00ebviz\u00ebn ngadal\u00eb, di\u00e7ka donte t\u00eb thoshte. Ata, jerond\u00eb edhe t\u00eb rinj, Et\u00ebr t\u00eb nderuar dhe fillestar\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrlotur nga mall\u00ebngjimi i thell\u00eb, q\u00ebndronin me ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb nderimi p\u00ebrpara k\u00ebsaj mistagogjie. Heshtje e plot\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrreth. Prisnin t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin fjal\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb nj\u00eb shenjtori t\u00eb madh, p\u00ebr t’i ruajtur si amanet t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb. Por ai ishte ngritur lart; nuk shihte m\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7 qiellit.<\/p>\n
– Po vjen Avai im, – e d\u00ebgjuan t\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Drithma p\u00ebrshkuan trupat thatim\u00eb t\u00eb asket\u00ebve. Pan\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment, me syt\u00eb e shpirtit t\u00eb tyre, figur\u00ebn e madhe t\u00eb “Profesorit t\u00eb Murgj\u00ebrve”, osh\u00ebnar Andonin t\u00eb shtrij\u00eb dor\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb bekuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb pran\u00eb vetes m\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedhurin nga nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit e tij, at\u00eb q\u00eb imitoi edhe detajet m\u00eb t\u00eb vogla t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij paradoksale.<\/p>\n
– Ja vallja e Apostujve dhe e Profet\u00ebve!<\/p>\n
Duke p\u00ebshp\u00ebritur ngadale k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, fytyra e Avait q\u00eb jepte shpirt, shk\u00eblqeu nga drit\u00eb qiellore. Buz\u00ebt e tij ende l\u00ebviznin ngadal\u00eb thua se bisedonte me qenie q\u00eb i shihte vet\u00ebm ai.<\/p>\n
– Me k\u00eb bashk\u00ebbisedon, At? – e pyet\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb moshuarit nga bashkasket\u00ebt e tij.<\/p>\n
– Engj\u00ebjt e Shenjt\u00eb duan t\u00eb m\u00eb marrin dhe un\u00eb u lutem t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb akoma p\u00ebr t’u penduar, – tha me mundim dhe dy lot\u00eb rrodh\u00ebn posht\u00eb qerpik\u00ebve t\u00eb tij t\u00eb r\u00ebna.<\/p>\n
– Nuk ke m\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr pendim, i lumur Sisoi. Ti pendoheshe gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs sate, – iu p\u00ebrgjigj\u00ebn Et\u00ebrit duke u mrekulluar nga p\u00ebrul\u00ebsia e tij.<\/p>\n
– Nuk di t\u00eb kem filluar ende, – v\u00ebllez\u00ebr t\u00eb mi.<\/p>\n
Duke th\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebto, papritur fytyra e tij shk\u00eblqeu, sikur t\u00eb shihje n\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00eb diellin. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb sa ishin rrotull mbet\u00ebn t\u00eb shtangur nga mrekullimi dhe frika bashk\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– Zoti im dhe Per\u00ebndia im! Lavdi m\u00eb Ty!<\/p>\n
Ishin fjal\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb fundit. Me to shpirti i tij fluturoi n\u00eb qiejt. Kishte par\u00eb Isuin q\u00eb adhuronte nga thell\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij? Askush nuk mund t\u00eb thoshte, por t\u00eb gjitha e v\u00ebrtetonin. Drita paradoksale q\u00eb shihnin n\u00eb pamjen e tij, paqja qiellore q\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb kasollen modeste, aroma e k\u00ebndshme e pap\u00ebrshkrushme, t\u00eb gjitha d\u00ebshmonin vizit\u00ebn e Mbretit Qiellor te miku i Tij i zgjedhur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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